Tuesday, October 31, 2006

you know what? SOMEONE keeps saying that my blog very lian.. IS IT?! ohmann!!! okay.. i shall change my blogskin soon.. to free your eyes from my (allegedly) so very lian blogskin.. and i shall change blogskin along with linking the many many many people i KNOW i have to link...

i got my first marriage proposal.. read below to find oout more!! hahhahahah

okay.. i must start by....
by....
by...


saying i am really really really very very very very sorry.. i really did not know or would possibly guess that so many people will believe me! and i really did not know so many people visits my blog.. until they tag or complain to me in school.. yeah.. but i AM sorry and i AM feeling guilty that i have made SOME PEOPLE cry (ahem) and some people to worry so much.. yeah.. lesson learnt, read to the end of the post (:

okay.. HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEEEEN!!! (: hahha...
JACK O LANTERNS!!
CANDY!!
COSTUMES!
TRICKATREATING!!

i just came back from trickatreating.. hahah.. one whole pail of candy.. and i used pail cause.. well.. i put all of it in a HUGE pail? yeah... hahah.. i was a WITCH! .. oh! and you know that SERENE LAU say i dun need to dress up also can go there and scare people alr.. >< HURR!!!
my leg hurts.. so much walking..

mmm.. today.. all i can remember for co is the noisy fan and that at the start, we laughed alot alot alot alot alot alot (: cause of GOONG!!!!! XD shin jun rocks!!

yeah.. after math class, which ended at 11.30, go macs until 12.30. walk back and reach h2h room, 12.50. play game of life until 2. 2 to 3, play and be highhhh in the field. then co.

i got the most EXCITING NEWS!!!! i got my first marriage proposal!!! as in at the h2h room, auntie juliets daughter came and she started talking and playing with me.. she is 6 years old.. then she suddenly went 'jiejie, can marry me?' then i went... HUH?uhh... -smile- then she asked mag also.. then she finally went 'can both of you marry me?' then we just go.. uhhhh.. hahahaha.. but that girl is sooooo cute!! she is half jap! yeah.. and i think she asked me a few times somemore.. hahha... so this is my first senior, junior crush? hahahaha.. man.. infatuation can come faster than your game of life can end (:

and then at the field, i started playing catching with magloh, dawn and serene and angela.. mag was catcher first la... then the first person she came after was me -.- we ran SO MUCH! u know it is super tiring to play catching on the field?! cause its SO BIG... and then huiqi and joanne join us.. then play halfway we stop.. too tired so we sit down at the long jump track there and talk.. then i was still so hyper, i started singing patriotic songs!!! as in nationa day songs!! so fun!!! then i started jumping and clapping!! then mag join in!! then we jump, sing,clap!! yay!! ahahh... then we sing other songs.. like uh.. yue liang dai biao wo de xin and our finale was I BELIEVE!! hahah.. we ALL believe we can fly! we believe we can touch the sky! we dream about it every night and day! we'll spread our wings and fly away! we believe we can soar! we see ourselves running through that open door! (: that was a super high time for me.. then serene and angela and huiqi kept asking me where i got all my energy from.. cause after running so much i still jump like crazy.. and huiqi also say what fire in her what build for her... hahaha..

monday i performed for the psixes!! yesyesyes!! hahaha.. please come back to sn!! hahahah..

ME AND GERALDINE GOT THIRD FOR POETRYSLAM COMPETITION IN HWACHONG! we got beaten by hci and ri BUT we beat cathigh, haixingcat and rgss! i know maglohs proud.. HER TWO BEST FRIEND LEH!
she MUST feel honoured.. hahaha

once again,
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! :D

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Hey blog! Again.. okay… I have some really really really bad news…

as most of you might know, I will be going to japan for a holiday next month towards the end. In fact, my dad has been posted there… and this time round I am going there for holiday and see the house I will be staying in and be settling some stuff way over there… yeah… seriously… I cant believe I will have to leave all my friends over here.. I mean.. after everything!! I will certainly miss everyone!! Whats worst, I will be going over there for 6 years!!!

Ah.. okay.. but maybe life over there will not be so bad? Sigh.. I may like japan.. but I think I will still love Singapore more!!! Haiya.. no use saying all these right? In the end, I will still have to leave.. right after chinese new year next year.. imagine how freaky it will get … sigh.. I don’t want this life!!!

I am so sad and depressed about this okay.. sigh.. please tag? Now!! Sigh..

Okay.. I should stop feeling sad.. look sound and seem positive!! Yeah! Okay.. these are the pictures I owe weiqing..

crazyness in the bus.. on the way to bird park!! nowait.. this is coming back from school that time.. coming back to school also!

our DIRTY little secret...
bimbos! muahaha.. look at geraldine and weiqing.. we practise for library rap! cause its just after school on that day... and we practise some more... and some more more... until... GERALDINE is tiredddd... but mag's still hyperrrrr!! with me!!! hahah.. random picture of class... hahahhah.. with everyone standing up..

presenting.. the act cute pictures!!! (: hahah! get it? weiqing does the crane dance.. hahaha... LORY LOFT!!! geraldine looks ELATED.. shermi looks elated and freaked...
i was freaked.. u know how scary these birds are?! and their nails were SHARP.. the one closer to me was stopping my blood flow in my hands!! besides, they look evil!!

Multitasking!!! one hand feed bird, one hand take picture!! :D

hahaha.. okay! yay! it should finally be allll over!!! tomorrow going malay heritage centre.. then dance rehearsal... turns out i will be dancing for primary section... eurgh?

last day of schoool tomorrrow!!!! so saddd!!!

Hahahaha! Okay! So I wanna tell u that whatever I said about migrating and everything is completely fake!! Cause I was sort of wondering how the people around me will react to the fact that I will be going forever!!! Hahaha.. but many people might not see this paragraph.. ohwelll? Hahaha… I will miss Singapore when I am in japan!! Yayaya!! I wonder what will really happen if I migrate over there.. cause u never know… things like these may happen! (:

okay! hahaha..

byebye! (:

Friday, October 20, 2006

heyya! okay, so i have alot alot alot of pics to upload.. cause many people want it. but i really am quite busy with watching tv.. hahaha.. watching gong.. i MUST finish it by this week, i have another serial to start watching asap!!

so i shall post it some other day? weiqing!! dont kill me!!! i PROMISE to post it on hariraya.. after mathclass in SCHOOL.. yeah! thanks mrs seet! bringing our class back to school during a holiday!!

FAITH,
this monday will be the second last day of school,
our class, will have to break up..
or.. mix up with truth...
yes! i know every single on of us does not want our classmates to change one bit.
but what can we do about it??

will we stay the same?
will we keep in touch?
will we not mix up?
will we still stand united as one during mep and drama class?

can we stay the same?
can we keep in touch?
can we not mix up?
can we still stand united as one during mep and drama class?

if only we can stay the same.
if only we can keep in touch.
if only we can not mix up.
if only we can still stand united as one during mep and drama class.

and i have been with my tablemate for ONEWHOLEYEAR! imagine another person sitting beside me -shudders- sigh..

okay. so i was mostly unwell before co on thurs cause of this class thing.. yea.. me and dawn wrote ALOT ALOT of stuff on the board! the chinese all she write one... and some english.. haha.. and the high high parts.. i wrote the rest!! the more sad side is i write one.. haha..

its amazing that i know most if not all of us does not want us to mix up and want all of us to stay in the same class again next year.. but then again, people should see how united we got for competitions.. haha.. and all our achievements, forced by panlaoshi, written on the board..

if only eh?

ohwell..

Reality Calls...

Monday, October 16, 2006

hello!! haha.. i realised.. weiqings getting over excited now that i can post pics on my blog.. every single picture also i must post.. in class she was like,' this one also!!! this one!! eh!!! so cute!!! this one also!!!' haha.. in the end almost everything?! hahahahah.. but i know i am her favourite heidi in the world!!! (:

okiedokey, me, gloria, gerry, mag, wanying, eunice, shermi, kairou, weiqing stayed back for RAP! wooohooo!! hhaah.. okay.. we are gonna rap tomorrow after school cause we have to.. hahaha.. rapping is.. weird in chinese. haha.. okay.. so anyway.. i took some pictures and weiqing said if i dont post them, she will kill me.. so yeah.. i post! and also, she can take the pics off my blog if i do.. hahahaha.. but anyway.. here goes!!

weiqing going overly high... heh.. she WANTS every of her picture to be posted... hahahah... you know whats that?! chopsticks... yeah.. CHOPSTICKS.. hahahaha.. how CUTE right... heh!

spoons on tables!! chopsticks on tables! thats how we made a helllot of noise! in RHYTHM! (:

weiqing feeding her HEART to geraldine.. and they find it sweet can!! and i am made to be the weird weird person playing with her phone.. and yeah.. these things happen everyday to me in class.. my class life is COLORFUL! (:our rap!!! and wanyings phone!! but mostly our rap!! hahah.. i am the laoshi!! hahaa.. so nice right!okay! heres the BEFORE corn!yes, they eat and eat.. and then!!hahaha.. almost finish!! i am amazed at my lameness! (:weiqing is damn proud of this pic.. she simply ADORES it! weiqings pai look!this i simply adore!! i wrote the one in orange in 5 seconds!! thats why it looks so bad.. and goria added her white thing there last minute.. heh!

okay!! yayyyy!! i am done!! hahaha... weiqing cant kill me no more!! taking pictures is so fun with my phone!! hahaha.. cause apparently it is quite clear.. then got bird park pictures to post!! so fun right?! no... zoo so much more fun!!! but if the PSI is bad tmr then we dont get to go.. sighh.. let it rain! rain!! rain!!!

i think i am addicted to posting pictures on my blog thankes to qing! hahaha...

gloria is starting a pre maritial sex campaign.. as in.. she thinks it is good.. tsk!

weiqing and gloria during lunch is SICK! like.. very very very SICK! they use words i dont understand!!! cheem dirty words i do not wish to name out here.. and their thoughts are bad too!! super bad thoughts about orlando bloom!!

i gave jessica a birthdat pressie!! hahaha.. i fell in love with her chain i gave her!! i have decided to go back and buy it for myself and it shall be our lianmate chain!! (:

dosent my class just simply rock? :D

Sunday, October 15, 2006

helllo blog!!! hahaha.. remember last saturday a group of us dancers went to gloria angs house to dance? yeah.. then we took quite a few pictures but i will only post like.. two.. hahahah.. hey!! i am super happy that i have learnt how to post pictures okay!! and all these are from my phone.. so they wont be so clear.. YEAH! and finally geraldine gets to see her picture and weiqing gets to get her pizza hut pictures ya (:

yay!! this is our sinful indulgence!! at golden mile!! muahaha.. me, gloria and mag eating chocolates! we really spent alot alot on chocolates.. hahaha... okay, GROUP PICTURE!!

Shermi, Gloria, MagLoh, Me, Gerry! at Glorias housee.. haha.. this was the post makeup session pic.. okay.. i cant find the rest of the pictures in my com! so i not post them! hahaha...

okay weiqing!! for you!thats weiqings pathetic finger.. she desperately wanted me to post this pic.. hahah..
i dunno why this is sideways! hahaha... but yeah.. see qings phone on the table?! hahahah... we look damn weird.. must be glorias picture taking skills!! TSK! haha..
mm.. this is gloria and geralidine!! hahaha.. and this unknown boy pointing at me while i was taking the picture!! hahaaha... this two ai mei one la.. i think i retook their picture a few times?! somemore say if i post not nice i have to treat them for the meal.. crazy can?! eh.. geraldine is going to kill me.. wait.. she dunno i took this picture!! but i am not supposed to!! heh.. this is how geraldine normally looks like.. with her weird wacky actions.. gloria looks disgusted.. hahahh
TSK!! someone shake until liddat! haha.. must be geraldine.. and weiqing looks se.. she always looks se.. hahaha..

weiqings plate!!! that yellow stuff is cheese!! and she was eating it!! right off the knife!! while the food has not arrived!!! and then geraldine started too la!! me and gloria felt so weird!! hahaha
who took the last piece of pizza?!?! haha.. i think gloria will kill me..

hahaha... gloria put two fingers!! hahahha.. but we damn lame can.. after eating.. we spent about one hour crapping there.. hahahha...

in the end!! all our plates!!! ahahahhah...

u know what i realised.. all the pics i took were the clearest! (: which is damn true?! hahahah..

okay... Shermi, Kairou, Eunice, Wanying, Geraldine, MagLoh, Gloria, Weiqing and me are involved in this chinese rap thing held on coming tuesday. yeppp.. so then we had to go to glorias house to write the rap when in the end, wanying was doing all the work!! with some of us helping here and there la.. hai.. then later many had to go and only left the four of us who went to pizza hut!! hahahah.. then we crap alot alot then went back to glorias house and watch devil wears prada! then my dad fetched weiqing to yishun mrt station and geraldine home.. yay! hahahah..

haha.. and i know i have to link many many many people.. so yeah.. sorry!! and uh.. i hope the pic develop.. haha.. yay! so fun!! hahahahah okay.. i have to sleep..

that is such a lie.. ahahahah.. i have to do math homework.. hahaha.. i just realised.. hahahaha..

ohshyt!! i just realised...

FAITH GOT FIRST AGAIN!!! (:

only ONE girl in our level got high distinction for science unsw and she was from our class!! (Geraldine Wong)

FOUR girls from our level got high distinction for math. THREE were from our class!! (GraceTsang, ChanWanting and Eunice!!)

we got FIRST for dongnanyawenhuizhan!!!

and FIRST for performance!!!

and SECOND for nationaldaydeco!!

and SECOND for malaydance!!

but FIRST for SingToTheDawnMusical!!

does my class rock or what?! :D

Thursday, October 12, 2006

oh.. haha.. okay.. i feel better?? yeah.. i do.. no more fever, still have flu, cough even worse. sore throat almost gone.. yeahh.. haha.. okay.. i did this quiz and decided to post it here!! cause i have nothing better to do..

01. What is your full name?? Heidi Chan Lyn ...
02. What color pants are you wearing?? i am not wearing pants.but i am wearing a pink skirt...
03. What are you listening to right now?? Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson
04. What are the last four digits of your phone number?? 6309
05. What was the last thing you ate?? does medicine count?!
06. If you were a crayon what color would you be? WHITE!! cause then i will be the LEAST used!! (: and white symbolizes purity and innocence!! (:
07. Last Person You Spoke To on The Phone?? uh.. my daddy! (:
08. The First Thing You Notice about the Opposite Gender?? uh.. if he has hair or not..
09. Do you Like The Person Who Sent You This?? nah.. XD
10. who will give you this back?? uhh.. depends on who is willing to print this out and give it back to me i guess...
11. What's Your Favourite Drink?? i like juice!!
12. What's Your Favourite Alcoholic Drink?? TOMYAM MARTINI!! (:
13. What's Your Favorite Sport?? i like swimming!! and i like rock climbing!! (:
14. What's Your Hair Color?? neon green with dark pink strips all over with glowinthedark dye OR just plain black
15. What's Your Eye Color?? dark brown..
16. Do You Wear Contacts?? no.. i am not that brave.. HAH
17. Siblings and their ages?? one sis. 9. one bro. 7 do you know that they are models/actors?! haha
18. Favourite Month?? SEPTEMBER!!
20. Last Movie You Watched?? uh.. in the cinema? or not.. haha.. in cinema is the devil wears prada. on tv is yours, mine and ours
21. Favourite Day of the Year?? SEPTEMBER 20TH!!!!!!!
22.Are you too shy to ask someone out?? uh... never been caught in that dilemma.. so i have no idea..
23. Summer or Winter?? haha.. i love both!!
24. Hugs or Kisses?? uh.. the answer differs from the people that give it to me??
25. Relationships or One Night Stands?? Relationships.. gosh..
26. Chocolate or Vanilla?? depends on what thing it flavours but mostly vanilla
27. Do you want your friends to write back?? uh.. what type of question is this!?
28. Who is most likely to respond?? the people i send this email to??
29. Who is most likely to not respond?? the people i dont send this email to?
30. Living arrangements?? condo..
32. What's on your mouse pad?? my mouse.. DUH.. why else do u have a mousepad for?!
33. What did you do last night?? uh.. sleep... i was darn sick..
34. Favourite flavour?? haha.. look at no. 26.
35. Can you touch your nose with your tongue?? *tries touching nose with tongue* nope.. i cant. 36. What inspires you?? books, my parents, BUTTERFLIES!
37. Buttered/Plain/Salted Popcorn?? buttered with some cheese and a little salted...
38. Favourite type of car?? cableCAR!
39. Favourite type of flower?? the flowernamed HEIDI outside 2justice!! or SUNFLOWERS!!!!40. How many keys are there on your key ring?? i dont have a keyring. but if i had a keyring,i wont have any keys on them cause i dont have any keys (:
41. Can you juggle?? eh.. nope.. i cant do hand eye coordination
42. Can you put your toes in your mouth?? YEAH!
43. Do you have a crush (or a relationship)?? i like eggs.. i especially like them cooked! XD
44. Name of your crush/stead?? uhhh.. good question.. barney!!
45. Star Sign?? virgo! haha...
46. Favourite Movie?? umm.. its all drama after all..
47.Favourite Girl & Boy? oh.. i like my tv!!
48. Ever Been Kissed By a Boy/Girl you like?? yeah..
49. Favourite Brand?? *shakeshead* whats the use of brands when we all die?! aha.. adidas!! -stares at magandgerry-
50. Movies or Series?? movies!! series sometimes get too draggy!!! but then again, its all DRAMA!!

hahah..okie.. feel freeee to copy and paste and blablabla (: okay..
i cant WAIT for the pictures to develop!! the pictures from tuesday!!! when me, shermi, magloh, gerry, gloria was in our thailand costumes and we danced! for dong nan ya wen hua zhan. haha.. so fun!!! but abit revealing?! i dunno.. hahaha.. and the makeup was so fun too!! haha..

have u heard the word?! FAITH got FIRST for PERFORMANCE!! (which is the dance we did) and we got FIRST overall!!! including booth and everything!!!! OHYEAH!!! faith rocks!! now all thats left is singtothedawn musical... YESYES!! we must jiabajing!! although it is tomorrow, we will win!! ahh!! okay.. it IS quite hard for us to win it since we only started preparing for it since last week?! and all the other classes started one month ago?! BUT!! we shall still give it our best!! and hopefully we will win cause faith rocks and we will rise to the occasion!! haha...

i bet panlaoshi must be darn proud of us!! (: she already said we were the first class in her whole life of teaching in sn (which is a long long long time) that won two competitions that were running concurrently!! national day deco and malay dance!! ohyeah!! then now our thailand dance is also aced!! actually, you can sort of also say that thailand dance and sttd are also runned concurrently.. with 3 days in between.. hopefully.. we can win!! then we shall win the library rap again then.. YAYYY!!! ahaha.. we will have SIX wins to our name! (: YAY!!! hahaha... our class is AMAZING! XD

life is not measured by the breaths you take, but the moments that take your breath away (:

sounds so cheem eh? haha.. makes sense to me lor!! :D

hahaha.. okay.. must go back to resting.. tomorrow have sing to the dawn musical to act for!! must must must try my best!!! haha.. and i must must must get better by then!! (:

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

i feel cold.
u can cook an egg on my forehead.
i hate my nose.
my cough sounds bad.
my throat refuses to let me talk without pain.
i have killed so many trees using tissue, i think some FBI person will come and capture me.

just finished sttd script for memories.
tomorrow still have to go to school EARLY (8AM) in the morning till about 4pm?! or maybe later.. arghh..

i want to blog about today!!
but thou too tired...

i just need rest.
but rest heidi do not get ):

Monday, October 09, 2006

Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head. *three of which must be the opposite sex *After that tag at least 5 people to do this.

1. JacSoo
2. Zheyan
3. Huiqi
4. PuddlesLoh
5. PoodleWong
6. ShermiChew
7. HippoChua
8. CowsheepWang
9. StrawberryTham
10. MosesChua
11. Joshua

1. How did you meet 10 [JacSoo]
cca. shes my senior.. talking to her now.. haha...

2. What would you do if you never met 2? [Zheyan]
kill myself and not have a life at all.. hahaha.. he's nice and everything.. yeah.. -stares at jingyi-

3. What would you do if 9 [Strawberry] and 11 [Joshua] dated?
um.. beryl dosent even know he exists?! but ones sectwo and the other is secthree though.. haha.. i will laugh out loud if they dated...

4. Do you like 7? [Hippo]
OBVIOUSLY!.. shes really nice and encouraging.. hahah.. and besides, whats not to like about calida? haha

5. Would 5 [Poodle] and 6 [Shermi] make a good couple?
HAHA.. GERALDINE WILL KILL ME.. and um.. i dont think so.. both are they same gender la..

6. Describe 3 [Huiqi]. she crushes no. 1!!! she confessed to me!!! lol.. huiqi is nice and sweet and.. scary at times.. yupp..

7. Do you think 8 [Cowsheep] is attractive?
haha.. yeah.. she reallly is!! -stares at my classmates- HAHA.. i really pity her if my classmates see her... hahaha...

8. Tell me something about 9 [Strawberry].
she looks damn good. haha.. she looks like a eurasian!!

9. Do you know any of 4's [Puddles] family?
um.. not really.. i know the people in her family though.. what type of bestie am i?! ahaha

10. Whats 5's [Poddle] favourite things?
i know! i know!!!! hahah.. she likes, orangebowl, ice cream, snacking!!, GREEN MAN! (HAHAHA) (dun kill me!) eldds, DRAMA!!! and lastly, her bestie, ME!! and mag!! but mostly ME!!! :)

11. What would you do if 10 [MosesChua] confesses he likes you?
he already did.. look at how THAT turned out.. (not so good for him)

12. What language does 6 [ShermiChew] speak?
ni hao. hello. @#$!@#. rwfdsdfggfs.

13. Who is 9 [Strawberry] going out with?
oooh... oooh... maybe its bastard?! i dunno.. -looks at calida-

14. How old is 8 [Joelle] now?
um.. 14! yeah..

15. When was the last time you talked to 1 [JacSoo]?
about a few nano seconds ago

16.What is 2's [zheyan] favourite band/singer?
?! how am I supposed to know?!

17. Would you ever date 7 [CALIDA]?
!!!!!!!!!!!!! -FAINTS- same gender!!!

18. Would you ever date 11 [Joshua]?
NO! OVER MY DEAD BODY! -i hope he sees this- (i'm mean)

19.Have you ever seen 8 [Joelle] naked?
um no.. and i hope i never will.. (:

People whom you want to pass this on:WEIQING! . SHERMI! . JOANNELAI! . BERYLTHAM! umm.. JACSSOO!. (:

Sunday, October 08, 2006

okayy!! hello blog!!! hahaha.. i shall post to yx and yy first.. before i get to what happened ytd!!

yy and yixin: okay. i have NO IDEA who yy is. but you seem to know who i am. and that counts i guess... if thats the way you think about me.. fine.. its up to you. its your view and i respect it. AND i really do not know at all what COA means.. seriously!! AND i do not suck up to seniors.. i find sucking up to people pathetic.. i seriously do not see what makes you think that way.

'yy: if u dun believe tt i'm beta to ur beloved jacNg nowadays, u can ask her...but i'm not gonna treat her like wad i'm trying to do now...who can she blame? u! who else?'

no, i did not ask her, but yes, she did tell me that you guys were treating her better. good i guess.. and you can say all you want but i believe that whatever you do or say differently now will not affect jac.

hahaha.. and no one is perfect. i do not believe i am 'chio' and 'sweet'. please!! i need to jump off a cliff if i think that way.. i wish i will be smart and clever though.. but the wish did not come true!! -points to ppr-

and, no. i do not wish to be the president. i dont even wish to think about the stress if i became one!!! drama farewell was enough for me to handle thanks. and by the way, do you actually know how many people have friends from other sections?! so i guess alot of people wanna be in the COA.. whatever that is..

i dunno.. ever thought maybe i dont see the harm in being nice to everyone? after all, what do i gain from being mean. when i am nice, at least i may hopefully get to make a new friend and companion.

and yes, i was pissed at yixin last time. but yeah.. i sort of liked her abit more after jac told me they started treating her better.. yeah...

okay! i am done! haha.. that brought my mood down a fair bit.. okay.. nevermind.. i must blog about yesturday!!

i walk out of my condo through the back gate and wait outside the hospital for geraldine wong who was late by TEN WHOLE MINUTES. we then walked to the mrt station and we were late by a few minutes.. then geraldine, magdalene, gloria and i go to cityhall and shermi's parents picks us up to go to Golden Mile. we reach golden mile, the shop has not opened, we got to nearby food place thingy and get drinks while discussing this library rap thing all of us are in and then we go back half and hour later. still locked, we call and call and FINALLY the phone is picked up!!! (: they said they can only open one hour later and we needed someplace to go to cause of.. um.. the haze and everything... it was worse in the shopping centre cause the aircon was hardly working and the air was so stale. and then came along HEIDI"S GREAT IDEA!!! :D i said we should have gone to the thai supermarket! and so, in we went!! hahaha.. we bought fruitjuice, potatochips, chocolate, chocolate, and more chocolate!! actually i was the only one who bought photo chips.. but i shared with everyone!! it WAS meant to be shared to everyone anyway!!! yeah.. but we bought LOADS of chocolate.. and everyone bought their own juice! FIVE small cartons of Marigold peel fresh (: we seem healthy dont we?? i think the most sinful person was gloria. sick the day before and still buy one whole stick of troblerone and eat it! and i did buy two bars of chocolate but one is still unopened!!!

then the five of us seemed damn siao.. we stood in the supemarket and started eating.. hahahaha.. then came along MAGDALENE'S GREAT IDEA! she decided to stand at this certain place of the supermarket. and we did!! hahaha.. okay, the place was condusive for us i guess.. then GLORIA'S GREAT IDEA to pass the one hour!! we talked about our future!! and what type of husband/life/person the person will be when she grows up. and we talked about everyone!! like how i will judge my husband. and what type of person i will be looking for and what type of mom and what type of person will i be and who will get the most heartbroken. HAHA.. and we laughed and crapped like siao..

apparently i will be the one to spoil my kids and send them for extra classes and just spoil them somemore and i will be like, working part time. i must control certain parts of the family and my husband must be almost perfect. and within us, i am like, the middle best mom!! which is sad?? hahaha.. shermi got like best!! its so darn obvious she will be a good mom. Gloria will be the WORST! trust US! haha.. you can almost imagine her dragging the poor child with a gameboy in his hands into MANGO. Gloria with the curled hair and too high heels and the sunglasses on head type of person. haha.. then time flew by really quickly and we managed to get our thailand costumes!! yay!! nice nice nice!! hahaha

then shermis parents fetched us to Sembawang shopping centre since Gloria was just living opposite it. and on the way there, we crapped somemore!! gloria actually said 'i will dump (?!?!) my kid at my moms house and go shopping. and i will also force (?!?!) them to go for extra classes. and my kid better get very high grades!' TSK! ahah.. and we ate somemore in the car. hahahahaha.. and we talked about nice names for our kids too!! haha... then we went to eat at crepes and ice creams at the shopping centre. mygosh!! NICE!! haha.. then we went Gloria's place.

guess what we did first..

put on makeup!! yeah!! we seriously did!! and i was like the first!!! so SCARY!! gosh! when she put the eyeliner for me, i teared.. i seriously did.. memories of the mascara and curling of eyelashes memory returned to me..and i teared.. hahah.. but the eyeliner is WATERPROOF!! specially made for idiots like me who cant stand and freak out when anything goes near the eye.. ( did i mention before that i have a really bad phobia of eyedrops? normally, when my mom takes it out and i lie down and shes all, ' open your eyes, cannot close!' the moment she is about to squeeze the thing, my eyes water non stop and it REFUSES to open.. i SERIOUSLY cannot control it.. and then, my eyes are okay, cause it waters SO MUCH by itself.. hahaha) okay.. then we zilian quite abit using my phone.. and then we change! gosh!!! we took so much TIME.. like about one hour?! just to wear the costume.. hahhaha.. then we change out of it and prac the dance.. no wait.. we first snack on potatochips then prac! yeah.. ahah.. then mag had to go pipa lesson and the four of us prac using formation and music. when everything else was okay, we let the rabbits out of the garden!!

no.. that sounds wrong.. we let the rabbits out of the cage, into the garden.. yeah.. then we come back in to change cause we decided to play water games!! yeah.. due to the hot hot hot weather.. we had a VERY VERY hard time chasing the rabbits back into their cages.. VERY VERY hard time.. its like running after a mouse!! only this one hops and is as fast. and also, it knows where to go to, like plants with thorns and stuff so we cant really access to it.. but then we manage and we play ' yi zhi qing wa tiao jing he li piong!'

we sort of just sat in a circle and play the game.. all i can say is, i wil be DRY if they did not ANYHOW splash me!!! hahaha.. okay, they anyhow splash me once cause i was laughing so hard then i could not pronounce properly!! UNFAIR!! then they (GERALDINE, GLORIA AND SHERMI) acted gay and lesbian.. so SICK can!! and i did not!! cause i was laughing too hard.. hahaha.. only me and sabrina (glorias sis) was the okay ones there.. then we played the cai mi ma game which i am not supposed to get wet at all but i did.. cause geraldine thinks i should.. and gloria also anyhow splash me.. and geraldines DISGUSTING movable A _ _ _ _ _ E. so.. eww.. hahaha.. then we play with the hose!! as in, me and gloria and sabrina tgt and geraldine and shermi tgt.. and my group got the hose! so they just kept getting wet.. HAH.. (: and this gloria's aiming with the hose was quite bad... i got badly wet too.. hahah.. then me gerry and shermi walked back to the shopping centre while shermi went to her parents, me and gerry ate then gai gaid abit then my parents fetched her home.. hahah..

ooooohhh.. did i mention that my siblings are both on tv and on newspaper for the condo thecerine? all the way at jurong.. haha.. so fun!! they keep appearing and i keep laughing everytime i watch the tv and they come out.. they are so terrible at home la.. on tv they look like angels.. the unfairness of it all?! hahaha.. its also unfair they get to earn so much money.. hurr...

okay.. ahaha.. im sleepy.. but i slept alot alot alot today...

haha.. i shall go and sleep.. tomorrow still need to tuition my sis..

byebye (:

Thursday, October 05, 2006

oh WHEE!!! (:

today was frog princess day!!! which is farewell part day!!! ah.. mrs lee is going away for maternity leave middle this month.. which is soon!! to deliver the baby GIRL.. haha..

the farewell party was FUN! and ENJOYABLE and WAS VERY TIRING TO ORGANISE!!!

i mean.. i dont even know why i was the one organising.. i guess i just initiated to ask mr wong about it and then.. i just got in charge of everything.. since i had his no. and all.. but yeah.. i cant stand the service of pizza hut.. thank gosh for huiqi.. if NOT...

i was SO STRESSED this morning.. like.. went school at 9.. cause of geraldine wong, we only reached bus stop at 9.30.. then i freaked out so i wanted to take taxi.. then the bus came... so stress can! then we reached school then a realised alot of secfours where going to school now.. hahah.. then we went to collect flowers!! who knew i had to tell the aunty i wanted the rose thorns out?!?! so anyway.. being the nice nice vanessa chan.. she decided to take out the thorns herself... PRO! so let her do luh.. then rush rush rush.. then reach there and organise abit then me and huiqi and shermi went to collect pizza... what a FRUSTRATING wait.. but we came back 10 minutes early.. yupp.. and mrs lee cried!! ( my secret aim) and all my stress paid off!! it was so cool.. we bonded so much!! all worth it in the end!!! no stress anymore!!

okay.. scratch that.. i still have to get the receipts together and pay the people back and then total up the cost and pay mr wong the remainding of the $200 and then calculate how much each girl must pay then tell them tomorrow then collect the money and return mr wong asap..

ahhh.. and i still have to write that english letter!!! it WILL be so cool if we just start sending snail mail to each other this way.. hahaha.. i WANT to remain anonymous.. hahahah.. but miss tan dun allow.. but that person is my goodfriend!!

ohyes!! i MUST make it a point to blog about this..

today, after school, geraldine and magloh and me decided to go macs to eat.. then when crossing the road halfway, mag said, ' wait! i dont think i want to eat there anymore leh' then she started blabing on about some reason thing then i went.' WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD?!?!' then geraldine and mag never hear me.. then they were like talking talking.. then the car got feddup and horned (beeped?) his horn... then geraldine finally woke up and said 'gosh! we are in the middle of the ROAD?!' thank gosh someone has realised.. we almost got killed thanks to mag.. ahahah... i think i might be the only sane person in the three of us.. HAHA.. we acted les when walking out of the drama studio lah!! (not my idea!!) then we started complaining about the music and the secfours.. hahahah...

you know what i realised?!?! my class is at a disadvantage cause the uncle ALWAYS chases us out early since we are sort of the 'first class' when u come to the first level..

tomorrow i might be walking geraldine's neighbours dog.. hahahah.. with her of course.. cause i want to.. hahahah... i very long never hug a dog already.. i want to spend some quality time with one.. suppose to go swimming one.. then go school tgt. but then that da xiao jie say her hair too troublesome.. so must change plans.. hahaha..

its amazing how dead my blog is.. hahahah.. and how when i feel like crapping or my mood is chao bad then i come and blog.. or when i have nothing better to do... i should seriously make a time table for this week and next week.. like got make up session and dance session. got making board session. got acting session. got discuss sing to the dawn session. got prac dance session. got prac sing to the dawn session.. ahhhh.. okay.. the stress is back..

ME (:

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

i just lost the mask i was wearing and now, i am desperately trying to find a new one... putting on a facade seems unhealthy and even to the extend of it being terrible.. but sometimes, there is a need for a backup smile to just make the situation seem a little better for a little longer... just to please the people surrounding you.. the friends who kill you with their words.. and the friends that heal you with what they say...

sometimes it is better to be ignorant.. sometimes it is better to be too sensitive and paranoid.. sometimes it is hard to not let those words hurt despite advice and encouragement.. sometimes, you have no control over what says and what happens...

i am a drama girl. i act so much, sometimes, i dont even know when i am truly happy... when i laugh? or when i cry?

Heidi