Friday, December 29, 2006

hi!
im clarabelle!
& im turning 14 this year!
i have 3 friends in this world.
Shermaine, Hanna & Debra.
our hobby?

RUNNING IN THE RAIN :D


guess who's sick today???
i guess running in the rain REALLY does make u sick...
oh! and i have no internet access most of the time in my life now.
cause i am staying at my aunts house!
due to streaming, blablabla.
but its really quite cool.
& i hope my grades will go UPPP!!!
AND i will get my internet connection back on the 18th.
cause my aunt will get it on that day!

then i will come online and be merry again!!!

and weiqing thinks me calling gerry's bro, 'uncle' is very funny.
it really isnt if u think about it....
rahh

i L.O.V.E passing notes suring geog. esp when its raining cows and ducks and u cant hear a shit.
and u resort to writing on gao zi and pass notes to ur partner,
who [cause everyone ( or only the people at the back) cant hear a thing, we had to move up front. and weiqing was sitting beside me]
we talked about everything!!!

okay, maybe not EVERYTHING. but we mainly talked about classroom politics.
and then, i destroyed the evidence that we ever did pass notes in class!
HOORAY!

plusplusplus!!

i L.O.V.E pushing and pushing doors of 2truth07!
with shermaine, debra and hanna!
haah! go figure!

and i really feel as if im forgetting something...

DRAMA CLASS IS GOING TO U.K!!!!!!
FOR A EXCHANGE PROGRAMME!!
TO THIS PLACE CALLED BRISTOL.
TO THIS SCHOOL CALLED READING.

DID I MENTION IT WAS A ALL BOYS SCHOOL?
WITH BOYS AROUND OUR AGE???

'KEEP YOUR HORMONES IN CHECK' MR ADRAIN WONG... 10/1/07. DRAMA CLASS

I guess that was why drama class was late for assembly on thurs.
cause mr wong spent alot of time trying to get us to shut up so he can tell us more!
which was quite hard. since we are girls.
and we squeal! alot.

and i swear, i have never felt so suppressed in my life!!!
we had to freaking shut up in the hall. and all of us needed to scream.
me and shermaine started drawing on hands! ohno, shemaine started drawing on my hand...
and we played with the small turtle thingy that xinyi had!
and we did have the chance to scream in the end.

well, we made use of the announcing of PH's to scream.
at least me, shermaine, debra and hanna did.
and a few other people.
i think xinyi and reien was involved. haha!

apparently, we were loud.
and we WERE NOT mad.

i think many people (prefects sitting almost beside us, the sectwos in front of us) thought we were psychotic. but sadly, we were NOT.
and as to why we tried our best to keep quiet and not talk during assembly???

' IF YOU GIRLS ARE NAUGHTY, I WONT BRING YOU TO U.K' MR ADRAIN WONG, 10/1/07. DRAMA CLASS.

thats why.

righto.
xinyi and reien are so cute. they keep saying 'i lurrbbbe euuu worrrxx' to me halfway during class...
and reien NEEDS to get a calculator.

molly.molly.molly.
sigh...

hello!
im clarabelle!
im sick.
im going to U.K
maybe twice?? shhh!
& i have three friends

Thursday, December 21, 2006

OH RATS!!!!! )))))))))))):

it just started raining again ):

hello again!

you know ive read somewhere where it said that blogging is almost like talking to yourself...

imagine how many people out there talk to themselves eh? (:

i watched night at the museum yesturday, it was nice! very nice! and nice! yeah! (:

okay, so in my previous post, i mentioned self dicipline. when it came to buying magazines, well, i kinda was v v un-diciplined ytd? haha! i bought teenage, teens and lime at one go! (((:

ahwell, and i got the books, the little prince, train man and some others i cant rmb but i have to start reading as well. yepp.

it has been raining SO BAD these days, i wonder when it will stop. haha, i love the sun! and i love the sunflowers!

which reminds me, i pity those florists people who lost tons of money cause of the flood at their shops. my trees cousins are all there! it must have been pretty terrible since there were so many tree-cousins and each one of them was like 100 dollars. with some a little less, but yeah, there was like this grandpa tree too! it was 700 plus. yepp. poor poor tree-cousins.
and i still really pity them. its alot of money gone down the drain, literally.

and looking at the pictures of JB scares me too. i have a wedding dinner there next week. what if i am stuck there due to flooding and i am unable to come back to singapore?!?!?! and and and my dads car stalls there?!?! then the police comes and finds us without passports cause it got taken away by the strong rain currents? then we will forever be stuck in malaysia!!

i will miss my hamsters! and my tree! and my house! ):

DID YOU KNOW?

that rain is taller than that john hoon guy from goong?
and rain is taller than that shin jun guy from goong?
and rain is younger than john hoon?
and younger than that shin jun guy too?
in real life?

i didnt!!! haha! (:

and rain's coming to singpore, and the ticket prices can get you a camera with touch screen functions from japan...

haha! okay! i shall make a list! i feel like making one!!

THE TOP 100 THINGS THAT ARE GOING THROUGH MY MIND NOW.

1. how long my granny takes to cook that tang yuen.
2. how much i miss japan.
3. how many people died during world war two.
4. when i will be able to see snow again.
5. if i'll be able to hug a penguin in my whole life.
6. what my future will be like.
7. how it feels to be a superstar.
8. how nice it could be if problems could solve themselves.
9. who i would date when i grow up.
10. who i will marry when i grow up.

11. if one faith will be together.
12. if mag will be in the same class with me and gerry.
13. if the three ppp's will get split.
14. if i will get into trip science in secthree.
15. if i will still be with mag and gerry in secfour.
16. if i will score in drama in o levels.
17. if i will continue my drama studies when i grow up.
18. if i will be as dramatic when i grow up.
19. if drama really is worth it.
20. what my IQ is.

21. how smart i am.
22. how stupid i am.
23. how crazy i am.
24. how pathetic i am.
25. how dramatic i am.
26. how barbaric i am.
27. how screwed i am.
28. how lazy i am.
29. how terrific i am.
30. who hates me but it pretending to like me.

31. if dragons do exist.
32. if i'll be scared if faced with a dragon.
33. if there are such things as pixies.
34. and mermaids.
35. and santa!
36. when the world will end.
37. how many trees are killed in a day.
38. how i will die when i die.
39. how manypeople are ignorant towards earth.
40. how much paper is wasted each day.

41. how many people die each day.
42. how many people are born each day.
43. how many people get divorced each day.
44. how many orphans there are in the world.
45. how many people are hurt by words each day.
46. how many people fall in love each day.
47. how many people commit suicide each day.
48. how many people lie each day.
49. how much disney earns in a day.
50. how many people are killed each day.

51. i love my tv.
52. i dont watch kids central.
53. i love santa.
54. i like strawberry shortcake.
55. i really really really really like strawberry shortcake.
56. im easily made happy.
57. im easily mesmerized.
58. im super naive.
59. how messy my handwriting is.
60. how much i love rae's card.

61. how childish i act at times.
62. how much i enjoy singing.
63. how much i cant sing.
64. how skinny my sis is.
65. how the dirtiest place on earth looks like.
66. how the cleanest place on earth looks like.
67. how i would like to go to space and see earth.
68. how much i love thailand.
69. how much i love bintan.
70. i wanna go back to clubmed.

71. i love the floating market in thailand!!
72. i think thailand rocks!!
73. i think singapore rocks!
74. i know im super patriotic!
75. i love singapore.
76. i love the culture of singapore.
77. i think a place with a blend of so many different customs and people is really cool.
78. i would love to study the way peple live.
79. and the different cultures of people when i grow older.
80. whatever that glows in the dark amazes me.

81. and catches my attention.
82. i wonder how sentosa will look like 5 years later from now.
83. i wonder how i will look like.
84. i want a disney land in singapore!!!
85. please please please government!!
86. i want a disney land! ):
87. and no, univeral studios aint enough for me.
88. how evil my sis is.
89. if i should cut my hair super short.
90. i actually want it to grow super long.

91. why i feel so cold now.
92. why some people just cant not be bitchy.
93. i love my bed.
94. i love my phone.
95. i love my family.
96. i love singapore.
97. i love sngs.
98. i love drama.
99. i love me.
100. i love you.

bye! (:

Saturday, December 16, 2006

hweello! me backkk!!! ahaha!

ok. i said back cause i havent been blogging for eons. also, i believe my weird, random, crazy, insane self has possessed my depressionalised human mind. thus totally changing me back to normal! ironic isnt it? hahaha!

okay. i realised. i cant type with painted nails. it feels way too funny. painted nails do feel different. it feels like there is something there! esp. when u stick nail art!!!

and the nail art are flowers and butterflies!! and i like it! after all, mag does it too!!!! so i dont think im weird? haha!

my mom just entered the house and she went 'i got a xbox for free. what shall we do with it?' haha! okay. i think my family's gou weird. its like the second xbox she got. we actually bought one. but then it went cuckoo then she got her free first set but we gave it to some friend in malaysia. my parents are should keep this one now. replace the crazy one.

WHEE! i love my nails! as in. finger nails. hahah!

oHoHoH!! (:

i heard this song on the radio in chinatown but then i didnt know what title it was cause xinyi and reien PURPOSEFULLY talked super loudly while i was trying to catch the title ): haha! its a chinese song. i still have no idea what it is. and that incident happened one month ago. i just rmbed!

also, my p2 this year cousin introduced me to this chinese song and i like it!! i think its super cute!! haha! but uh, i have no idea what the song is called. hahaha! but i have the song in my other com. okay. its something about getting married. by david tao and jolin tsai. yepp. its super cute!!!

and i think AmericanDragon on disney channel is a super wonderful show.

righto, christmas carolling on sun. which is tomorrow!!

i realised i have cut down on going online alot. and even now, i didnt even sign in. haha.

ohohoho!!! i was at mph ytd with my cousin, aunt and my sis and i saw teenage and teens and i had to make my mind up. until i saw the goong poster in teenage and i immediately got it!!! (:
and i also realised that even though the magazing is 150 -somewhat there- pages thick, its half filled with ads. and its SERIOUSLY HALF FILLED. half. sad isnt it? hahaah! ok. nvm.

and i finished it in 2 hours! so im like itching to buy teens now. but i shall control!! preservere and practise dicipline! yesyesyes!

yepp. my legs like suffering from pins and needles now.

okay. so i shall go be lame and continue watching american dragon.

okies.
Toodles! (:

Thursday, December 07, 2006

i think i sounded super sad that day.
but im okay now!!! yeah!!! (:
at least i think i am!! that counts?

haha! without Magdalene i think i would be a depressed flab of meat and mostly fat. yeah

I FELL IN LOVE!!!

seriously!!! with a music video!

My Chemical Romance- Welcome to the Black Parade
you should go check it out on youtube or sth. its really cool! and nice!!!
and NOT GOTH!! -stares at cherylong- i think it really isnt?

hahaha! and i absolutely fell in love with the song.
its soo nice!!!!
and i fell in love with Bambi's -there is life.
not with the video, but with the song!!!!

Welcome To The Black Parade -My Chemical Romance

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non-believers,
the plans that they have made?"
"Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join The Black Parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Let's shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call

To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here, because it's who we are
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who had to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I! don't! care!

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part (We'll carry on)

Do or die, you'll never make me (We'll carry on)
Because the world will never take my heart (We'll carry on)
Go and try, you'll never break me (We'll carry)
We want it all, we wanna play this part (We'll carry on)

its actually sort of a song that relates to the dead alot. but i believe it means alot of sense to me. yepp. okay. its really late. 12 over. haha.
i should try to make magdalene listen to mychemicalromance too!!!

its gonna be a hard task though...

anyways, im supposedly happier! yeah. or at least better! im still like super sad and everything but better!! (:

i love saying,
Toodles! :D

Monday, December 04, 2006

freak. super bad mood.

i suck. yay!

ohno, i'm turning sadistic. but whos to care?!

ah! freak. i'm really turning sadistic.

i hate you.

oh no.

What I see across me is incomprehensible
That girl looks so mad, so weird, so crazy and so imperfect.

That girl’s eyes were blood shot
That girl’s hair was a bunch of barbed wire.
That girl’s cheeks sunk in with a shade of mix between black and white.
That girl’s nose was all runny, her face looked funny

Yet she seemed so familiar.

That girl was crying, wailing, almost dying.
That girl was sprawled across the cold-hearted ground.
That girl hastened to clear her face of any tears.
That girl tried to smile away all the fears.

Yet she seemed so familiar.

That girl felt cold, the floor her only support.
That girl felt lost, in the surreal world she was in.
That girl felt real for once, in this self.
That girl felt desperate for the little bits of warmth.

Yet she seemed so familiar.

That girl then picked up a plastic smile.
That girl then picked up the pieces of her broken life.
That girl was ready for her daily masquerade.
That girl walked out, all too ready.

That girl and I were separated by a thin piece of glass we call a mirror.

):

Sunday, December 03, 2006

i'm back!!!!!!

just like sexy back!!!

haha! i'm happy that weiqing thinks my english improved. i spent EXTRA EFFORT to make an impact in my writing that day!! at least i think i did! and that counts! (:

okie! japan.. was reallly realllly fun! and my dad's laptop HAD to break down the day we were leaving for japan. thus the lack of technology during the trip. only that sounds really ironic since japan's technology is one year ahead before singapore. and that's only the reason because their IT is so advanced and they keep the latest models in their country until one year later then they start exporting it out. which is kinda sad and everything since their camera's are touch screen. that function just kinda knocked my socks off in tokyo. TOUCH SCREEN! the camera has a zillion functions but only has 2 buttons. one to take pictures and one for the menu which must be used by touch screen. haha! and there are like stickers in the camera. as in like neoprints. exactly like it. u can write using the finger right? then u just print then it comes out like a neoprint. using your own camera. TOUCH SCREEN!!! ohmytien! haha! and its sony!! i like the red color!!! haha.

i dont wish to blog about japan now. so lazy.

i feel sick. nose so runny

i find GERALDINE WONG super irritating :D
that super dont miss me person. ask her go and die la.
AND unfortunately, i'm not from LD unlike you, celine and weiqing SO i might not be free on thursday. yepp. SERIOUSLY! but since u left before i had the chance to tell u that, i am so irritated.

i think when magdalene and I talk on the phone, we have too many secrets to tell. unlike when me and gerry talk, its mainly to kill and threaten gerry.

oh no. ah well .
Toodles! (:

these cage bars cant keep me in no longer;