Wednesday, August 29, 2007

i came in with an intention to sound smart and write something cheeeem and nice for ONCE

but, i dont have time))):

my life is screwed more times then that nail in that wall.
i still have english biography on waltdisneyyyy to write.
rahhhhhh):

and this friday is screwable too!
i cant sing!
not for a million dolllllllllllllars!!!!

and EOYs are coming!
SO SCARY!
no, seriously.

andandand
tomorrow shall be the happiest day of my life
when i shall get my PPR back
with probably a 50% percentage.
okay, not that bad.
but you never know!!!!!!
with brains like this,
50% could be something i should be grateful for):

LIFE IS RAHHHHHHH))):
esp with disgusting group stuff.

i want a apple tree behind my house.
cause i think apples are cute and lovely
and i can grow apples
and eat them
and make apple pie
but singapore's weather just ruins everything!

i can wake up in the morning debating with myself if i should bring my jacket to school
and waste my time, cause its hot like crap
or really make use of it
cause its shiver me timbers!
and i always guess wrongly.
ALWAYS.

maybe the weather just hates me.
hmmm.

maybe if i go back to the microsoft word page,
my english biography will MAGICALLY apppear there!!!!!!!!!!

hmmmmmm.

Monday, August 27, 2007

for all the time i've beeeen gone. hahahah.


NYPSL!!!


was super fun! the preparation process thingo was cooooleth! ya.
third place was nice nice nice(:
and i like the plmgs girls! they very cute. esp their suprised hugs with my tear stained face. hahah.

hmmmm,
i cried cried cried cried mann.
cause i love this whole spirit thingo D:
so i cried, and hugged many people,
with tears streaming down my face

although at that moment,
i only wished to have her,
holding me tightly,
but i didnt get it.
afterall,
wishful thinking much?

and because of that night, i dont ever want to go vj. if i can escape from it, i would.



HAIR HAIR HAIR HAIR HAIR
SPRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYe



hahah. rebecca, xinyi, lorraine, jiayu, reien and i went to watch hairspray together at AMK hub. and rebecca and i bought half salted half sweet family size and couldnt finish it):
not like the others could finish their portion anyway.



anyway, at the ending scene, ZAC EFRON WORE WHITE WHITE WHITE
BAI2 SE4!!!!
ohtien. and he kissed the other girl like a few times....



ahahah. then we had



GEOG ASSSSSSSSS project!



went to bishan library immediately after hairspray
and met
nat ( INDIAN BOYFRIEND!), LAIKAIROU, limwenyi
i travelled with rebeeeecca.
then then then, we went to eatt..
and and and
we went to freeeeeeze our buttts off at the top floor of the library(:
i swear all of them want to bullly me):



then my dad came to fetch me.

YOUTH RALLLLLY
haha. fun.
but it started on a really unhappy note):


then vanessa, benita, celine, sarah and her cousin, priscilla and i.


we we we, had fun!(:



hahaha!



BUT! im still pissed about the fact that we took public bus to the place.
like, HELLO?!

and some people ah, it didnt help matters when they were unenthu and and and unenthu and daoooo):<

see my unhappy face))))):

and i slept on the curb! how un fun
but i was realllllly dying.
i desperately neeeed sleeeep what.
then there was a shoulder for me to lie on, so why not?



hmmmm.
what a busy busy saturday i got.





then i had church today.
and halfway through mass,
my nose started flowing like a tap
and there was nothing to switch it back off



and i went for catechism dying.
then then i couldnt take it
so i asked my daddy to come up and take me awayyyyyyy!



and he did(((:
he almost wanted to say that i had to go because my neighbor's dog died):
which is true, the dog dying bit.
but i didnt allow him to say that! tsktsk!
he said i was sick
which is true, the whole bit.



then i went to raffles city.
and got my bag.



then i went to amk hub
to cut my hair



STUPID RAHH RAHH RAHH lady)))):
she she she she cut my hairrrrrrrrrr!
stiff stiff oneee!
but now my hair is thin ish again
and my fringe ah! i want to kill her.
i teared in the @#$ jeanyip salon just cause she cut my fringe wrongly!!!
she cut it slanted ish.
and its damnit weird! tien):
i was sooooo soooooooo soooooo upset



walao. but im not going to think about it. cause im uh, sensible.



i woke up, and cant go back to sleep!
how unfun.
):

Monday, August 13, 2007

OMG. this is bad. i've have got to go study for math later. MUST. if not i might as well go commit suicide. someone irritating wrote

MATH COMMON TEST ON WED!
6 MORE WEEKS TO EOY!

on the board!!!!
so smart. it made me soooooooooo happy.

die. 6 more weeks!! how?!
i think i better not come online AT ALL already. i feel slack.

ohoh! who cares if i spell it as david beckham or beckam or beckhammmmmeeee!
i dont care(:

which reminds me on sunday. i was at carrefour. at the toys section. waiting for my bro to decide on something. and they had those fake laptops from barbie. so out of boredness, i decided to practice my typing! so i typed from a to z and started all over again! then there was this boy who saw me and went

'UM. zhe zhe! that one no battery! no use one!'

and i ku3 xiao4 ed and walked away!
he is like, 5 years old!!?
but omg! so cute! he must have thought i was trying to revive that thingo or something...
hmmmmm.

heh! today during RE, we had these pieces of paper we had to circle the adjectives to describe ourselves, then pass the others to our friends. so we dould compare what people thought of us and what we thought of ourselves! which was a very very very fun exercise! i think. anyway.

celine: what does prudent mean?
me: it means you look like a prune.

we all laugh! although it is super lame. heh.

celine: then what does liberal mean?
me: you own a library la!

laugh again. sometime later

celine: what does poise mean?
me: ahh! i cant think of anything!

-few min later-

me: it means you're sitting on a horse!
everyone: huh???
me: horse = pony! sitting on a pony! poise! pony! get it???
everyone: laughs ( but obviously very forced)

so far, i cant exactly remember which words i got the most circled for. but i remember i had, emotional, openminded, cheerful and organized. knowing people thought i was organized just made me laugh so much. omg.
and i obviously think im not emotional. but according to celine, everyone IS emotional!

hahaha! today is daphne sheeeees bday! then they whole day she just kept playing her gameboyyyyy! and tried scaring me. and succeeedded. rahh. unfair.

i want to start a lemon barley fan club!!!
no, seriously.
i'm so addicted to lemon barley, i get upset when they dont sell it. like upset to the verge of slashing my wrists and jumping off the building because i cant survive with lemon barleyyyyy!
i got record 5 bottles a day before(:
ohyesss! me love it much much nesssss!(((( :
i managed to get one bottle during recessss! but i after school no more! so i had to settle for this grape drink with aloevera bits inside. and tasted very funny and interesting. but i still like it.

dramma was birdy. HAHA.
me: well, whats loan and investment??
rahhh. weirdness overules the script. and its very boring!!! plus i dont think i look motherly. hmmmm.
BIRDS OF A FEATHERRRRRRR! ( the dramatised version of a marriage gone wrong)
and halfway though vanessa started sounding shakespear ish.

and whats with rebecca's private moments with ahem ahem ahem?!
they look so couple ish!!! we even took pictures in uk of them okay! coughcough. i must go find the picture. matching clothes somemore!!!!!!

vanessa: well! pray tell me what are the advantages of the groundian education you speak of!
wahh. pray tell eh.
which reminds me of rebecca's: HEAR HEAR! during pastamania-ing.

clit was intriguing! smart teacher printed wrong stuff on the paper which made me correction tape so much cheena words away!!! made me so angry. and she switched the slides so quickly too! we're all not super woman's you know?!?! rahhh... but it was still quite fun lah. with weiling and rebecca. heh. they kept making me laugh!

i was sleeping during homeecons enrichment and miss gwee didnt notice!!! i was soooo happpy! i could have gone up and hugged miss gweeeee! but i didnt.

ohmannnnn. im leaving at the end of the year):
it makes me upset okayyyy!!

OH LEMON BARLEY! WHERE ART THOU DEAR'EST LEMON BARLEY!?

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Hmm. Whats with people asking me to dedicate stuff to them recently?? Hahaha.


SHE’s very very very berry nice to me! Nice until cannot nice anymore! ( my English rocks!) like that time! I went out with her to study! Okay, she studied, I played with my Nintendo. Anyway, then it was 9 plus 10. and she walked me home and fetched me all the way back to my house! From junction 8!!! ALL THE WAY! When she lives near j8, walking distance! Ya! So she had to go all the way back to junction 8 to go home. See la. So nice right! Then we stood at the hospital until 10.30 plus. And her reason was that she knew I would be scared. And she did not mind anyway. Soooo, you seeeeeeeeeee! She is very very very nice to me. Ya.

SHE’s very sweet to me. Ohoh! Like just now on msn, her nick was ‘Aladdin’s lamp, rubbing off the magic’ and then she said she was talking about me! And about how im magical! And then she said I was a miracle and she used missy to call me! So there, I’m a missy, magical miracle to her. Ohdear, I sound so ego.

SHE’s very very funny and cute! I was talking about how much I wanted my mash potato just now. And then I went off for a while just to mash my potato! Thus getting mash potato! Okay, then I purposely made her irritated by saying I will do some stuff to her.

She: YOUR WELCOME. YOU ROCK SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH.
Me: eh! I need to go mash my potato already!
She: I REALLY FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AT YOU NOW. OR YELLING!
Me: haha. I can EAT your sarcasm.
She: OR EAT YOUR MASH POTATO FOR YOU!

And that really made me laugh. I don’t know why. But I just laughed and laughed and laughed. So she made my day!

SHE's very understanding towards me. i think she understands me very well. and she doesnt mind at all to help or accomodate with me just to make things easier. like the condo thing, she actually came my house to study(: and whatever the situation, i know i will be able to get super good advice from her. cause she thinks too much. and even if the whole world falls, i know i will be able to trust her(:

SHE’s very tall. Hmmm. Okay. So not VERY compared to some of my friends. But hey! Taller than me! But come to think of it, almost everyone is taller than me):

SHE has issues with her hair. HAHA. Major issues. If you touch her hair, she will kill you. BUT she likes to mess other people’s hair up. Which means I’m most of the time at a disadvantage, since she is jc1 and I’m only sec2. and she’s still taller which isn’t very fair. And my hair gets badly messed in the end. Plus hers still stays in place. Thanks to the perfume smelling hairspray she uses. Which really makes me think that she uses perfume but CLAIMS its her hairspray cause it really smells very nice.
Only I smelt this other lady when I was shopping just now, who smelt exactly like her, which I assume, either uses the same hairspray or perfume. And that lady looked like a auntie!!!! And it made her disappointed!!! Hahahahahahahahha.

SHE isn’t fat AT ALL. If she is fat, then I can be as tall as david beckam. But obviously, I can never ever reach that sort of height. So there. I hope you get my point. But she claims she is fat. Gosh! Talk about self denial! And she is on this ‘im not eating cause I have no appetite’ but I believe its just another excuse. I bet its code name for ‘diet 101’ heh.

SHE wont be in the same school as me next year ))))))) :

SHE can sweet talk very very very well! Like super well! And you feel quite cheated sometimes. ): heh.

SHE thinks I amuse her. I think she amuses me.

SHE ( just to make her happy) can type very well and fast and quickly.

SHE currently holds my handphone and I am currently having hers. You see, we wanted to save smses. So we came up with this INGENIOUS plan about switching phones, thus, we cannot sms other people. But then, we end up msging each other… so smart right!

SHE made me cry in the plane when I was going to UK.

SHE loves me and I love her back.

SHE is Nj Si Jia.

Okay! Happy????
I feel pro! You better CRY after reading this! I don’t care. Go chop onions or garlic or whatever to make yourself cry. Just to pacify me.

And now, I have to copy and paste this to some friendster page thingo. Heh.
If I can figure out where to put it. Hmmmm.

BYEBYE(:
<3
The magical miracle, missy chan (:

okay. i am here to dedicate a post(:
to my dear VANESSA MOK ZI TING

hmmm. i have no idea what to say.
no. seriously.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

ahwelll. okay. she is a very nice girl. hahaha. but very very shy. in a sense.
( this is off to a bad start!)
eeeee i really really reallly dont know what to sayyyyy!
rahhhh. stupid girl. ask me dedicated a post. but im bad at such stuffff!

okay..
lets start over.

V ery very nice
A lways like to cry
N ever gets pissed at me
E ver so thoughtful
S our stuff she likes
S ad most of the time
A ngry very scary

M ust be very sensitive.
O verly tall
K ena crush by secone s _ _ _ a

Z oo's are fun!
I nteresting mind and life.

T errible self mutilator
I ce cream! she likes?
N aughty sometimes
G irl, she is.

THERE! does that count?????? ahhhh):
i reallly dont know what else to doooo!
um.

she is always very encouraging to me. especially during the competition at plmgs. i can still remember. ya. actually all the sec ones were super sweet and encouraging. especially cause i got worried when our mark kept dropping over the rounds. and it was like, since we always got first, then we will immediately go after he is done. so i got very very scared and almost broke down. but she was there. which made things way better(:

she's always very cute. especially when she eats olives. hahahaha.

she ah. dont know why. always dream of me! and i think its scary. for someone to dream of me EVERYDAY. for one whole week. somemore she cant remember what happens in the dreammmm! i really wonder what happens to me in it! maybe i die. HAHAHAH.

she everything also forget one. u tell her something, and the next moment she will forget. it gets very very very very very irritating at times. cause then i always dont get the information i want!!!!!

and she is very very very very very strong. or at least much stronger than meeeee! i dont know why. i think everyone is stronger than me for that matter. ahhhwelllll.

and she is too tall! much too tall for her own good! i cant stand tall people!! cause i need to grow more! and my bones arent really growing. which is quite sad. then she's still so tallllllll):

heh. there is this other secone who supposedly crushes her. and i find it super amusing. may they have a very happy ending(:

is this enough for a post dedication?! i hope so.
rahhh. she forced me into doing something im so horrible atttt):

Friday, August 10, 2007

me: hurry up! finish that ( boring ) neopets game! i need the com!

sister: there is another com beside me that no one is using you know...

me: but i'll only take 5min! very fast. then i lazy wait for the com to start.

-sees no response. so i assume she will move aside for me to check my mail-

-5 min later-

me: EH! are you done?! can hurry up?!?!

sis: i didnt say i will let you use what. sucker. there is a computer not in use.

me: screw you. monsters as siblings would make my life much happier.

sis: shut up. i dont give a damn.

where is all this talk about mei da mei xiao?!
where is all this talk about kong long rang li?!
where is all this talk about respecting your zhang bei!?!?!

my sis made my day start off pretty well i must say.
not.

gee, thanks.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

hehhhh(:


this must be my first!!! two posts in a day(:


whoosh. i posted once on my other com. and now im posting on this com! so funnnny!!! okay(:


hehh! this is um. haha! before big fool lee in tuesday. at pastamania. we ended up there in the end): but anyway! this was before abigail and frances reached(: so there. heyho.

cam whoreing. hahaha. all five of us wore dresses(:




hahahaha! look at my heart! its so pretty and pretty(: abigail painted it free hand for me. so pro right(: and someone said it looked like blood! HAHAHAHAHA. okay.


and just now, my mommy got pizza hut!!! (:

we got the cheezy fondue. which is actually very nice and super uber filling. and we got like, 20 drumsticks, of which 10 belongs to my tummyummmmmy!!! (:




i cam whored with pizza and drumsticks. ohyeah(:



my half eaten pizzzzzza!! yumyumyumyumyum.



























ALLLLL FOR MEEEEEEE! (:



and thennnnnn.




NATIONAL DAY PARADE IN ONE HOUR ON CHANNEL FIVE!!!!(:


i love ndps! cause its always so fun to look at those people and time passes to quickly. the only thing i cant stand is the super LOOOOOONG advertisements. and then when the show starts again, its like, 'wahhhhh! i feel like i missed one whole performance!!!' which most probably is true ):<




and i want to go watch live againnnnnnnnnn! its super unfair. i want the tickkkkkket!!! the last time i watched was in p5! and i miss it alot! its always super nice to go. esp if u go with your friends and get high over the confetti falling everywhere(:


which isnt very environmentally good... come to think about it. hmmmm.






this is the picture of the bung and the girl. which grace and i drew for chinese. the bung actually had a pony tail. but then jiayu said that bungs could not have ponytails and so i did the spiky thingo on her (?) head. then grace said it looked ugly and she did the fringe. and colored everything in. heh! and she deleted the ponytail off with trusty correction tape(:



and it was in grreeeeen! which made reien happpy.






okay. i drew this! (: on weiqings note book. hahahahaah! okay. its so cute right! i know(:



i miss UK!!!!!!!!

i miss the weather!!!

over there, sweating seems like a thing of the past okay.


if only... and they have kinder surprise EVERYWHEREEEEEEEEEE!!!!

and here, it is like extinct. literally speaking.

i cant fly halfway across the globe just to buy kinder surprise right!!!!!!!!!!!

if i could, i would.

but i cant!!!! ):


HAIRSPRAY IS COMING NEXT WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!

am i excited or am i excited?!?!?!?!!?


yadadadadadada

BAMMMMMM

heh

i shall talk about yesterday. so stressss!!!!
and changing in class seems to have become a not so good habit...
but it was fun lah. screaming until cough(:
and suntecing was leg straining. with booby traps all over toys r us! and weird scary babies who cry if u take their stuff away. plus cute toys for my future children(((:

heh! that day, i looked at my watch and it was twelve. so i expected 12o clock prayer. so this is what happened
ME: i can predict the future!!! we will have 12 o clock prayer in 2 seconds!!!
WEIQING: huh???
ME: twooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
WEIQING: huhhhh???? crazy ah
ME: ( still twooooo ing)
WEIQING: heh

-FIVE MINUTES LATER-

ME: ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

- weird PA sound-

ME: seconds.

- and we prayed-

weiqing kept laughing about it for a long long long time.
but hey! i predicted correctly!!!!!

in a sense. i realised. im normally high after recess. esp if there is math...

weiqing: heidi! i'm scared when you are high. somebody pity meeee! im sufferrrrrrrring.

so i SCARE people when i am high... hahahaha.

but i do laugh at random thingsssss!!! ohohoh!
i was complaining about the fact that for every question we do in math, we have to use a completely new piece of graph paper. which is wasting so much more paper since we cant use the other side as well. and i was getting feddup. weiqing will end up loosing all these pieces of graph paper ANYWAY. so its like a total waste of paper!!!!!!! then i started complaining that we had to keep drawing the stupid lines. and label them. why cant they sell those already marked?!?!? and have like different numbers lah. so just have the lines. then we write the numbers ourselves. it saves so much more time for us! esp if mrs yeo is always on task. then me and weiqing cant keep up thanks to me being overly high. so then i decided to set up a graph paper company! so many people use graph paper anyway. at such a fast rate somemore!!! every question use one piece... and mine will sell extremely well! since i will LABEL AND HAVE THE LINES READY THERE. so the student does not waste time drawing them. then i was pointing to the tree outside our class and how we can use that tree to start the company since we need trees for paper. HAHA. okay. see how keesiao i am when i am high!??! i rubbish tooooo much. wayyyyyy to much. and weiqing will be my partner in business!!! hahahahah. okay. enough rubbish.

and weiqing wanted to test how high i was. she threw her ruler at me and said
weiqing: laugh at it
and i laughed at it. it was sooo funny! the way her ruler was chipped. HAHAHA
okay. so i was very high. thats it.

my mom just said that zhang dong liang is coming to singapore and he will be at suntec on sun. and she said she wants to go and she will drag me along. but in response, i replied
me: who is zhang dong liang?
and my mum used the CLEO magazine she was reading to hit my head. and said i was lao tu and did not keep up to the times... EXCUSE ME?!?!
heh. whatever. im just not following her to meet some chinese guy.

AND GUESS WHATTTTTT!!!!!
my phone DOES have a sms counter!!!!
omg. and all this while. i was thinking that it didnt have one!!!
i almost complained to sony ericsson about they're lack of sms counters okay.

my bro: eh! im asking mommy if i can open my bday present in advance.
me: i bet she'll say no.
my bro: i dont believe.

- goes to mummy-

my bro: mummy! can i open my bday present now?
mummy: no.
my bro: why?!
mummy: dont ask me stupid questions.

-comes back to me-

me: now do you believe me???
my bro: ya. you very smart! how do u know she will say no?
me: dont ask me stupid questions.

-my bro write something on a piece of paper and sticks it to himself-

paper reads: please do not say that i ask stupid questions. it makes me sad.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. adorable.

Monday, August 06, 2007

heidi chan is very busy.

today after school, stayed back for the national day rehearsals under the SCORCHING SUN.
and puked. thanks to the stress of everything, and the lizard):
sorry viewing gallery floor.
then run here run there. dance here slam there. yeah. TIRED.
then tomorrow got prep talk!

then tomorrow after school must hurry practise, cannot stay too late. then go home and prepare for lidasha. wearing dress(:
then watch show... then wed i die.

yeppppp(:

hahahaha. okay.
sharon's new boy hairstyle amuses me(:

Sunday, August 05, 2007

i'll learn to laugh when the tears keep running.

its all about letting go anyway.
how hard can that get?
or maybe
how long can i last?
till i cant take it anymore?

now that so many things has happened
in a single day or weekend
i am tired.
don't tell me it wasnt for the better.
cause i hoped it was.
it's going to be tough at the end of the year.

and i feel like giving up.


):
what a unhappy life i've got.

woooosh. yesterday was a super fun day. heh(:

esp the journey back. it was uber touching snd sweeet(:
that reallly brightened up my day(: not that i wasnt happy enough with everything. haha.
byebye spinkle(((:

whooooooosh. im screweeddddd. but im happily screwed. hahahahahaha.
i'm going to die for math if i dont start doing now.
and the poems?! DIE):

rahh.

the ndp day songs are very catchy!!!! i can sing along okay(: so pro right!

WILL YOU SWIM THE CURRENT?
WILL YOU SCALE NEW HEIGHTS?
WILL YOU MAKE IT HAPPEN?
WILL YOU LET YOUR DREAMS TAKE FLIGHT?

WILL YOU MAKE THE DIFFERENCE?
WILL YOU SEIZE THE DAY?
WILL YOU LIVE EACH MOMENT?
WILL YOU DARE TO FIND NEW WAYS?

woooosh(((:

i'm preparing myself for a laugh-a-ton when weiqing and celine emceeees for the ndp day thing in school. laugh until i pee(:

i bought gummies to eat in school tomorrow!
but i just realised tomorrow all our lessons will not be in class.
so i might not get the chance to eat.

i love cathecism class.
its so controversal and hypocritical and politically challenging.
and bite backs are so obviously fun.

BOBO