Sunday, October 28, 2007

AHHHH. MY STUPID SUBJECT COMBI THING DOSENT SHOW.
THIS MAKES ME DEPRESSSSED.
AND STRESSSSSED OUT.

HOW!!!

154 PEOPLE HAVE SUBMITTED THEIR OPTIONS!

I AM ONE OF THE 250 LEFT WHO HASNT!

HOW!

SOMEMORE MY PAGE GOT PROBLEM.

AND LATER I SURE FORGET TO COME ONLINE AND DO.

I AM SO SCREWED.
AND STUPID.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I BET IT IS CAUSE THEY THOUGHT IM LEAVING FOR IP!

MAYBE IT ISNT SUCH A BAD IDEA....

MAYBE I SHOULD GO FOR IP!

GOD, IM FICKLE-MINDED.

HECK. RAHH.

NOW I FEEL LIKE GOING IP.
BUT CANNNNNNNOT!
HERE GOT LD.
AND FRIENDS.
AND CO-STUDENTCOUNSELLORS.
AND PINAFORES WHICH LOOK NICE.

PLUS FIESTA.
I WANT TO PLAY CAN.

AND THEN AND THEN.
DRAMAAAAAAA
TO DO OR NOT TO DO?

colors are supposed to cheer me up...
clearly, i must have mistaken that fact.
im drowning my sorrows on root beer.

THANKS FOR NOT REPLYING MY SMSES,
AND MAKING ME FEEL SOOOOOOO MUCH BETTER.
ASSHOLE.

I BAKED MUFFINS! (:

Saturday, October 27, 2007

i am amazingly bored.

the first five people who see my post.

message me or inform me.

and i will give you um.
um.
um.

something!

i know!
i got stickers and sweeeeets!
want??

so hurry hurry!
(:

heh! yesterday was so amazingly fun!

although i didnt get to eaaat my meesua in the end! but rawr.

when we saw the tent, rebecca, xinyi, lorraine and i had this impulsive urge to camwhore.
only we didnt! O:

cause we got too nervous at the people there.

then adrian came to our rescue!
he claims that after 2, he is off duty.
which made me come up with the very very very smart deduction that we can call him by his name!!!!

anyhow, it was super fun lah! we froze inside half the time. but nevermind!
we won in the end(:

and part of the prize was the tickets to this gospel soleto choir thing later on!
hahaha. so cooool.

and and and sharon sum was super funny.
she kept wanting to hug me in the room.
and she claimed i was warm.
when she was the one with the jacket!

and shuqing and i communicate through smsing although we were sitting one metre apart. we rock.

OTHELLLLLO GUY!!!!
COCONUT BOYS!!!

hahaha.

i'm sick and tired of arguing.
i dont want you to wait.
maybe this should be the end;

Sunday, October 21, 2007

after the friday memorial thingy at Kranji, i have this certain form of admiration for the people who died in the war.
i almost cried. but thanks to reflection day and the briefing video they showed on wed, i think i managed to cry out almost all my tears left. thus, i didnt get to cry anymore. hah.

pilates and in-line skating. how hilarious.

drama night was simply filled with nostalgia.
its another form of reminding us that the year has ended and we all have to split soooner or later.
which is plain depressing.
and then next year, drama class wont be together anymore.
and the only way we will meet,
is through random canteen queues.
RAHH.

which only made me feel even stronger.
about not leaving sng.
vjc is so far anyway...
so weiqing wins the bet.
about me not willing to leave in the end...
RAHH.

whatever it is, if i were to stay in sn,
i think i would continue staying in drama class.
its too much fun to miss!

i neeed a life.
im going vivo-ing with xinyi and sharon ex-way tomorrow.
its like pink rose and two black hearts.
how.
interesting.

i shall make it a point to wear bright and cheerful colors.
to scare them off.
and hug them and cam whore to the point that we all appear to be ahlians.

i shall fully brighten their lifes tomorrow!

ahhhwell.
i still need a life.

( i am currently addicted to taiwanese sausages.)

Sunday, October 14, 2007

stupid tanxinyi

but since i AM a good sport. i SHALL do it. arent i simply nice(:


1.Each blogger must post the rules first.
2.Each blogger starts with 8 random facts/habits about themselves.
3.Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their blog about their 8 random facts/habits and post the rules.At the end of your blog,you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.
4.Dont forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged,and to read your blog :)

MY EIGHT RANDOM FACTS.
1. i sing in the shower!
2. my childhood ambition was to be a superstar.
3. i took part in some Disney Talentime and got third place when i was p5.
4. i still believe in Santa Claus.
5. when i was in p2, i put the tooth i dropped behind my pillow and the next day, my tooth was still there. i cried like crap and wrote a hate note to the tooth fairy.
6. the last time i cried was cause my sister killed and toppled my sea monkeys. (im still pissed)
7. i am still scared of clowns and the dark.
8. i used to be addicted to mentos.

i shall not tag other people.
i am too lazy.

haah.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

hahaha.
new specs! O:

Hate that i love you. Rihanna

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand ya
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile

No.. but you won't let me
You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did
But I hate it

You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long, that's wrong
But, I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy

I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so

omg. this song just suits what im exactly feeling now.

It's a love-hate relationship with you;

Monday, October 08, 2007

NOT THAT I HATE SCHOOL.

BUT WHATEVER):

why cant they put the dramamamamama paper on the same day as the chinesepaper2?!?!

i'm dying.

and i am worried i will screw the drama paper up.
cause i have a gut feeling i will...
and my gut feelings are almost always correct!
seeee):

this reallly reallly sucks.
when everyone else you practically know is celebrating with guitars and partypoppers till their ceilings breaks and crumbles down and they're still ignorant about the fact that they are trapped under piling pieces of cement.
plus like what xinyi said, they get one whole day! (tomorrow) to get over they're hangover.
while we have to go to school immediately the next day on wed and it won't be fair to us cause if we got drunk over baileys and vodka, we wont be able to wake up in one piece the next day.

so its like water all over our party plans and sparking juice is the best we can allow if we want to go to school on wednesday.

not that i dont like sparkling juice. but whatever):

i wonder if we will still look presentable if we are suffering from hangover.
cause its not fair!!
unfair.
i feel like going on strike.
only i wont go on strike.
cause i have brains.

ahhhh! i'm still harping on the fact that drama and mep class wont get to party as much as the others.
i'm most probably going borders-ing tmr!!!
whooosh.

ohoh! the end of eoy's make me high.
like coke.

i want durian now.
give me durian.
now.

i am in a doctor seuss moooooooooood.

i eat socks.
or some dead locks.
i suffered a few knocks.
and maybe a few shocks.
from swallowing too many,
awful crocs!

heh! i feel talented.

okay. that feeling is gone now...
so much for feeling talented.

now, i shall bid you farewell,
so i can go and find some gel.
i think my sister fell,
into the well!

( now i feel lame)

Sunday, October 07, 2007

My dear airen:

I love you.
Very very very much.

Even if the sky fell down.
Like in chicken little.
I know I would have you there.
To protect me(:

You’re the pink in my rainbow.
The love in the lyrics
The laughter in my smiles
And my special reason to live.

Hahahhahaha.

Be less cheekopeh okay!
It will do you more good.
And don’t give me that irritating look!
Its super sick and scary.

FIVE TWO ZERO

When I'm with you,
i'm truly happy(((:

WHERE ARE YOU ARH.

I MISS YOU.

with love,
Heidi(:

EH! mine is short and sweeeeeeet((:
can alr lah):

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
wall! why do you love me???

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall: cause you think i'm sexy

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
( i'm not even sure if the wall loves me! O: )

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
oh

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
.

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
but walll

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
you only look sexy sometimes.

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall : awww mann! ):

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall : i'm emotionally hurt! i need a psychiatrist! O;

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
u know what! i really really love you(: you managed to make me smile. something no one managed to do the whole day(:

&I will take you to the stars; says:
isn't it foooood!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
me: i'm a psychiatrist! pick me!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
shit i mean goood

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall: but you just hurt me! i can't believe you're a psychiatrist!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
hahaha.

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
shit = good?!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
nono

&I will take you to the stars; says:
i mean *good

&I will take you to the stars; says:
instead of food.

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
me: uh! you get miss eeeee or meeeee! which one you pick!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
i understand!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
i was just laughing

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
cause it sounded like shit was good.

&I will take you to the stars; says:
THIS REMINDS ME OF

&I will take you to the stars; says:
THE TIME

&I will take you to the stars; says:
I WENT YOUR HOUSE TO PLAY BUBBLES

&I will take you to the stars; says:
SHIT, DROP ON MY FOOT

&I will take you to the stars; says:
HAHAH.

&I will take you to the stars; says:
okay.

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
hahahahhahaha

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
im laughing at the com like a idiot now

&I will take you to the stars; says:
haha me too

&I will take you to the stars; says:
lucky no one at home!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
my mom is staring at meeee!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
oh ya

&I will take you to the stars; says:
!!!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
i love you(:

&I will take you to the stars; says:
i love you too(:

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wait

&I will take you to the stars; says:
i go open the door

&I will take you to the stars; says:
i forgot no one at home.

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
?!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall : um. do i really have to choose! ):

&I will take you to the stars; says:
heh, never mind.

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
me: rahh. -hits wall- - and ends up hurting hand badly.-

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
me: WALL! you hurt me):

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall : what?! i didn't hurt you! omg. you just hurt me some more. you accused me of something i
didn't doooo! BOO HOO):

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
me: you sucker asshole. i'm going to find someone who can protect me.

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall : i can protect you! i'm a wall!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
me: b yeee wall. i hate you

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall: wait! you haven't counselled me yet!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
me: i shall go and find kristiano ang.

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall: ehhh! i think i'm much better than kristiano ang!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
me: kristiano kristiano! where art thou kristiano?

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall: i'm harder and stronger. people try to hurt me and end up hurting themselves! i bet
kristiano ang can't do that! (:

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
( you should put this on your blog. or i put on mine)

&I will take you to the stars; says:
kristiano : ME HERE ME HERE!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
haha you can put it on yours and i put it on mine

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
me: -fall into his arms- the walll hurt me!!!!!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall : *stares* THAT GUY CAN'T SPEAK PROPERLY!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
heidi: wall. fuck you.

&I will take you to the stars; says:
kristiano: REALLY. WHERE THE WALL THAT HURT YOU. gasp how can you fuck a wall. omg.
YOU WANT TO FUCK A WALL?!?!?!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall : you want to fuck me!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
( did you read that post of mine? )

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
heidi: i meant it in the vulgar go awaay way. god. guys are so dense.

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
heidi: but nevermind. as long as kristiano looks good. i'm fine with it((((:

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall : *giggles* who says i'm a man? *flutters eyelashes*

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
heidi: -erases wall from story- its grossing me out toooooooo much!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
(omg i )

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall: WAIT

&I will take you to the stars; says:
WALL: *screams in agony*

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
heidi: for what?!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
heidi: talk about drama.

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall: you sucker people. stop erasing meeee! 0"""""""""":

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall : ouch. ouch. pain! here! ah! pain. OWW.

&I will take you to the stars; says:
mok: talk about drama?!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wall: byebye world. i'll miss you): AND I HAVEN'T GOT MY COUNSELLING SESSIONS YET! HEIDI!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
THEN HEIDI AND KRISTIANO ANG RUN OFF INTO THE SUNSET AND FRENCH KISS FOR HOURS ON THEIR PRIVATE JET TO HAWAII. AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER AND GOT MARRIED BY A PRIEST ON THE ISLAND AND HEIDI GOT MANY MANY BABIES WITH HIM

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
THE END.

&I will take you to the stars; says:
?!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
wth?!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
????

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
whats with the 'wth?!'

&I will take you to the stars; says:
eh

&I will take you to the stars; says:
how can

&I will take you to the stars; says:
):

&I will take you to the stars; says:
you make me sad man.

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
what did i say or do!?

&I will take you to the stars; says:
Join the silent parade of affection; says:
THEN HEIDI AND KRISTIANO ANG RUN OFF INTO THE SUNSET AND FRENCH KISS FOR HOURS ON THEIR PRIVATE JET TO HAWAII. AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER AND GOT MARRIED BY A PRIEST ON THE ISLAND AND HEIDI GOT MANY MANY BABIES WITH HIM

&I will take you to the stars; says:
O:

&I will take you to the stars; says:
D:

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
whats wrong with that!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
why!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
i jealous mah

&I will take you to the stars; says:
):

&I will take you to the stars; says:
how can you run off with him and leave me standing there like an idiot O:

&I will take you to the stars; says:
you want to leave someone there also not leave me right! you can leave him there! O:

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
huh!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
you were there meh!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
ohoh

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
okay

&I will take you to the stars; says:
YAAAAAAA

&I will take you to the stars; says:
WTH?!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
me: mok! you can come to our private island tooooo!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
mok: rawr. ):

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
kristiano: ya! you can be the babies godmother!

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
heidi: wah! and can help with name choosing(:

&I will take you to the stars; says:
mok: ask me be lightbulb arh.

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
kristiano: i promise when we na ge na ge we will lock our doors and make our rooms sound proof(:

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
heidi: setttttttled(((:

&I will take you to the stars; says:
mok: hmpft.

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
heidi: why you not happy again!

&I will take you to the stars; says:
mok: cause cause cause. i'm still jealous! O:

&I will take you to the stars; says:
mok: rahhhhh.

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
heidi: jealous about?

Join the silent parade of affection; says:
( oh. i got phone call ah)

&I will take you to the stars; says:
okay

my darling boyfriend made me smile(((((((((((((: no one managed to make me smile the whole day!

i love you boyfriend, the most(((((((((((:

<33333333333333333333333333>

i miss you

I HATE PEOPLE WHO GOOOOO OFFLINE JUST WHEN I COME ONLINE BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO GO FOR PIANO WHICH STARTS AT FOUR):

HATE. HATE. HATE.

ABSOLUTELY DETEST TO THE GREATEST EVER AMOUNT.

TO THE EXTENT THAT I WILL NEVER EVER LET THE PERSON ENTER MY PERSONAL BUBBLE AGAIN.
EVERRRRRRRRRRR):

no, im not mood swinging.
i just miss someone now.

TWO MORE PAPPERRRRRRRRRRRS(:
CHINESE AND DRAMA.
DAMN):

Thursday, October 04, 2007

'IF WE FAIL, WE FAIL TOGETHER.'
I QUOTE LORRAINE AND REI-EN.


RAHH.